MiseryHatesCompany

Seriously???
When did this happen???

I will never be the person she is in reality, but I think I have turned into what I see her as.   My perception of what she is/was to me….

This is and isn’t a good thing.

Goodness Gracious I just climbed out from under my rock and realised I have not updated this since last year… You would not believe how heavy that rock really is. Stupid Global Warming!. I am swilling chardonnay with discovering time doesn’t stand still, watching Dexter, just generally being a doormat to society in general, my day drifts aimlessly from work to I run out of alcohol. I am convinced that I absolutely deserve this after all my hard work. life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you’re going to get. I won’t promise anything to you but I will try to remember my blog password more often in future. You have my word! Unless of course the pool with the cocktail bar is heated!.

The loss of one’s Grandparent is a somewhat overwhelming feeling.  Having lost my Gramma just a few short weeks ago I know the pain all too well.  I miss her.  I’ve missed her for a very long time.  The grief I feel isn’t just for the loss of her life, but for the loss in ours.

I just got the sad news that my son’s Grammy passed away this afternoon. She suffered from Alzheimers these past few years, which is a devastating disease for family members.
Grammy raised my son’s dad and my son spent almost every weekend of his young life with her. 

As a parent, I am feeling very helpless. 

These were two great women who lived well into their 90s and had families that loved them and will miss them.

Not what you think.  Or maybe it is.

I watch Deadliest Catch everyday I am home.  New episodes are only once a week so I watch repeats.  It is ridiculous!  Some days I watch 4 episodes!

I was so excited when I found a web cam at Dutch Harbor.  Of course, the ships from the show aren’t there now.  But come November, I will be checking the web cam daily!

My favorite is Captian Johnathan from the Time Bandit.  My second favorite is Captain Phil and his boys of the Cornelia Marie.  And I really like Captian Keith of the Wizard.  I don’t like Captian Sig of the Northwestern, but I do like his brother. 

This season, Captian Phil had an accident and began coughing up blood.  Very scary!  He refused to go get help until his son guilted him into going to the hospital.  It’s like a soap opera of the most macho kind!  I love it!!!

We spent 5 days at Lake Erie State Park in NY with my BFF and her S.O. last weekend.
Lots of wine tasting, relaxing, walks on the beach (some was pretty gross) and campfires.

I will never think of Canada (It’s pronounced Can·a·da ) the same.  Or “The Wreck of the Edmund Fitzgerald”.   The quizzes were quite entertaining.  How many times did the bell ring?  What was left?  …….

Good times!

Beautiful scenes!

So I’m minding my own business last night.  Sound asleep, tucked warmly in my bed…  Then the rain starts.  I love listening to the rain….

Until I can hear the leak in the gutter right outside the window.  Hearing this splashing raises my blood pressure.  I stomp out of bed go downstairs and sure enough there is a stream running along the floor.

Fix the fucking gutters will you! 

Isabelle and Duke had some fun in the creek this weekend.

Isabelle was trying to hitch a ride most of the time, but she did great!

It is ridiculous that I won’t even let myself enjoy the “little things” in life anymore!

You suck!  You stupid ass!

You have to check out my sister’s PICS on her MySpace page .

Her views on our rafting trip down the creek is different than mine and different than hers at the time which was different than mine at the time.  Get it? 

AND, she didn’t mention spinning ONCE!  

LOL!